20 Nov 2009
Today i think is the saddest day of among the all as today is the last day of school...Today in the morning i am quite crazy and we carried on to the contact thing to mrs chen one.The morning ceremony is bored?We must see all the prize giving is totally sian then go back home.I go back bath all tat and then 4 o'clock i went to jolene's house but i reach there first so i went to wait and then there are some boys at the 2nd floor,they saw me and make those stupid sound-.-i hate it then jolene and annabel came so we went in to jolene's house and annabel help me with my make up.I dont know how to make up as my mom dont do all this and i hardly touch all that kind of thing.The whole thing is quite fun...I curl my hair myself,it will make me look kind of nicer?i dunno just curl it for fun but it will be gone after some times.Then we went to gate C to meet and went in the school we took some pic all tat and finally we can go up the hall,mrs chen is arranging the sits and telling us where to sit and then mrs chen call people to sit at there and no one went so i go but then who knows later a 6D boy is surpose to sit next to me,so weird...I hardly sit so close to boys,when eating...it just feel weird.then the place to move is so small and i have to go even smaller place as i dun wish to touch untill him...then we have our food served and all the parts i skip...then they invite mrs soong to give the awards to the nc got talent awards so we went up and then mrs soong saw me and said wow u are so pretty-.-and thenn keep saying tat i was tall but she didnt see tat i wear high heel and a really high one so i am of course tall-.-and to the end miao ning started crying and on our way back to home annabel and jolene cried too,i didnt...before we went back i had a deep hug with annabel before we left so wish we would have the whole 6I to come out together to gather around it will be fun...kind of miss my friends alr.
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
19 Nov 2009
Just went around to see other's blog and saw all the things tat shi pei and jas write and feel they are kinda sad or angry watever about wat i said but did i even scolded them?i just saying ks?and i did cried at home,do i ever had to say it out to let them know tat i treasure the friendship?i put 100% to all my friendship a and 100% for sure to my best friend and btw friends always come infront of my family its tat serious and they said they plan to be friendly to me?and btw this friendship is also the same as all my previous friend...and btw i just cant feel it or maybe yes?from erica and shi pei? but not really from jas?i dunno but nevermind maybe a friend is better then best friend...the words i said might hurt u but did ur ever think about it that ur have hurt me first and a deep one.For my best friend i can be super good to them but if we had a fight or so ever it will be a fierce one for me but it do hurts alot so bear it in mind that it not only u guys who have got hurt but me too and i didnt scold ur i just said my feeling,a feeling deep down me...and btw the passerby or so ever who didnt get the problem right dun u dare to scold me...have the problem right first and then u want to scold so be it but if u dun even know us u will never get it right.After seeing the post all around how i wish i can rewind it,its better not to see...Hw i wish there is a ocean right infront of me right now for me to shouts out all my sorrows and get rid of the pain in me and let me forget everything i mean everything!and btw if we went back to become best friend again we would not be so close again not like before...
Btw at tat time i really nid ur surport but to no avail in return only got back word tat hurts alot and never had it in my life...
Just went around to see other's blog and saw all the things tat shi pei and jas write and feel they are kinda sad or angry watever about wat i said but did i even scolded them?i just saying ks?and i did cried at home,do i ever had to say it out to let them know tat i treasure the friendship?i put 100% to all my friendship a and 100% for sure to my best friend and btw friends always come infront of my family its tat serious and they said they plan to be friendly to me?and btw this friendship is also the same as all my previous friend...and btw i just cant feel it or maybe yes?from erica and shi pei? but not really from jas?i dunno but nevermind maybe a friend is better then best friend...the words i said might hurt u but did ur ever think about it that ur have hurt me first and a deep one.For my best friend i can be super good to them but if we had a fight or so ever it will be a fierce one for me but it do hurts alot so bear it in mind that it not only u guys who have got hurt but me too and i didnt scold ur i just said my feeling,a feeling deep down me...and btw the passerby or so ever who didnt get the problem right dun u dare to scold me...have the problem right first and then u want to scold so be it but if u dun even know us u will never get it right.After seeing the post all around how i wish i can rewind it,its better not to see...Hw i wish there is a ocean right infront of me right now for me to shouts out all my sorrows and get rid of the pain in me and let me forget everything i mean everything!and btw if we went back to become best friend again we would not be so close again not like before...
Btw at tat time i really nid ur surport but to no avail in return only got back word tat hurts alot and never had it in my life...
19 Nov 2009
On sat my cousin,micheal,had her 21 birthday she invite us to go and celebrate with her.We went to pub as its own by her friend and almost all my relative loves to sing includ me but tat night my grandpa ask me to sing i told him tat i have a sore troat,its real...btw i dun wish to sing there so many people i dunno...there have a pool table and my dad said he know how to play last time so i asked him to teach me but there got a little kids playing i mean he take the ball and throw in the hole-.- i asked my dad to tell him we want play coz if we tell then he will give and my dad say nevermind la later then play and then later a lot of my cousin's friend went to play as they know...after that we have the cake cutting and the cake is quite special.We take picture with her and her bf btw her bf alr change many times le and this time her bf like quite older then her.When we reached we saw her makeup it was...weird?she draw a lot but who cares if she is weird she is the main person so no one will say=]Then after eting the caake some of her friend play pool again and we wait till they go other place and then my dad teach me and my bro hw to play and i learn it alr btw if he dun teach me the most next time my friend teach me only wat and u know wat my dad say?he say tat i played pool so lady and said pool is not played at the lady style but its my style as a ballet dancer,ballet is kind of gentle no like hip hop and when we will practicing nc got talent dance annabel they all also say i dance so lady!After we play 2 game we went back home coz we cant stay there too late as if we were caught we would be fined as we are underage to go to the pub...
Mon i went to tampines with miao ning,si han,erica,jolene,kenneth,jernon,osbert and myself.Zhong kang and his gang went too but they went to tampines themselves.When we reach they were deciding wat to watch as 2010 jernon watch before alr annd miao ning cannot stay so long for the show so we didnt watch.And some other show coz of some reason we didnt watch too then they choose astro boy,k... kinda lame.Then we went to the arcarde and play after awhile we went outside to the so call play ground or watever.There have a thing that let we turn around and around it will have u dizzy we have 2 person sat on top so it will turn slower.then they tried to have 1 person on and thats me it will turn faster but its was nicer and i didnt really feel dizzy...And then it was show time we went in to watch the movie and jernon and miao ning sit next to each other=]as the ad shows before the movie zhong kang gang come in too and a guy in his gang said name to a lady and that lady scolded him and after the show when zhong kang help him apologise i think she tell hiim tat she was a policewoman...btw during the show that zhong kang keep looking backwards for jolene as we were sitting at the row behind them it was is irrating i cant even watch the show properly as i sat next to jolene and during the whole show i was like laughing all the way as that jolene de keep looking back at her=]Then we came out actually kind of planning to shop a bit but then zhong kang and his gang kept following and we cant even shop-.- we like playing catching and hide and seek to get rid of them si han they all even plan to go in to the bra shop,lol.but too bad miao ning went home straight after the movie.After some time we manage to get rid of them and went to eat Mcdonald.and then we went home...
Should end here quite late alr btw we are now doing a kind of booklet for mrs chen inside we wrote about our details and contact but that roystan said he not writing-.-Tomorrow is the last day of school,will miss all my fellow friends for sure and i am scared tat maybe i will cry?but will still get hold of it first,now feeling rarer sad and btw quite looking forward to the gratuatation night and wat will all the boys wear?quite wondering and btw no one knows wat i will wear=] a secret is good.Celin is quite wondering wat i am wearing tomorrow night.
On sat my cousin,micheal,had her 21 birthday she invite us to go and celebrate with her.We went to pub as its own by her friend and almost all my relative loves to sing includ me but tat night my grandpa ask me to sing i told him tat i have a sore troat,its real...btw i dun wish to sing there so many people i dunno...there have a pool table and my dad said he know how to play last time so i asked him to teach me but there got a little kids playing i mean he take the ball and throw in the hole-.- i asked my dad to tell him we want play coz if we tell then he will give and my dad say nevermind la later then play and then later a lot of my cousin's friend went to play as they know...after that we have the cake cutting and the cake is quite special.We take picture with her and her bf btw her bf alr change many times le and this time her bf like quite older then her.When we reached we saw her makeup it was...weird?she draw a lot but who cares if she is weird she is the main person so no one will say=]Then after eting the caake some of her friend play pool again and we wait till they go other place and then my dad teach me and my bro hw to play and i learn it alr btw if he dun teach me the most next time my friend teach me only wat and u know wat my dad say?he say tat i played pool so lady and said pool is not played at the lady style but its my style as a ballet dancer,ballet is kind of gentle no like hip hop and when we will practicing nc got talent dance annabel they all also say i dance so lady!After we play 2 game we went back home coz we cant stay there too late as if we were caught we would be fined as we are underage to go to the pub...
Mon i went to tampines with miao ning,si han,erica,jolene,kenneth,jernon,osbert and myself.Zhong kang and his gang went too but they went to tampines themselves.When we reach they were deciding wat to watch as 2010 jernon watch before alr annd miao ning cannot stay so long for the show so we didnt watch.And some other show coz of some reason we didnt watch too then they choose astro boy,k... kinda lame.Then we went to the arcarde and play after awhile we went outside to the so call play ground or watever.There have a thing that let we turn around and around it will have u dizzy we have 2 person sat on top so it will turn slower.then they tried to have 1 person on and thats me it will turn faster but its was nicer and i didnt really feel dizzy...And then it was show time we went in to watch the movie and jernon and miao ning sit next to each other=]as the ad shows before the movie zhong kang gang come in too and a guy in his gang said name to a lady and that lady scolded him and after the show when zhong kang help him apologise i think she tell hiim tat she was a policewoman...btw during the show that zhong kang keep looking backwards for jolene as we were sitting at the row behind them it was is irrating i cant even watch the show properly as i sat next to jolene and during the whole show i was like laughing all the way as that jolene de keep looking back at her=]Then we came out actually kind of planning to shop a bit but then zhong kang and his gang kept following and we cant even shop-.- we like playing catching and hide and seek to get rid of them si han they all even plan to go in to the bra shop,lol.but too bad miao ning went home straight after the movie.After some time we manage to get rid of them and went to eat Mcdonald.and then we went home...
Should end here quite late alr btw we are now doing a kind of booklet for mrs chen inside we wrote about our details and contact but that roystan said he not writing-.-Tomorrow is the last day of school,will miss all my fellow friends for sure and i am scared tat maybe i will cry?but will still get hold of it first,now feeling rarer sad and btw quite looking forward to the gratuatation night and wat will all the boys wear?quite wondering and btw no one knows wat i will wear=] a secret is good.Celin is quite wondering wat i am wearing tomorrow night.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
8 Nov 2009
When i get home from the practice,hui wen message to tell me something,she said tat at class when i was playing erica call them to see tat i play so happy over there...then shi pei said dun say her name la and then dunno who say kk go die dun join them at nc got talent then dun let hui wen play with them.then when hui wen come and finding us to play jasmine see 瞪 her...Actually jasmine dun even like hui wen but she is the one who let her join-.-Now hui wen some how quit their team or group too but she told me tat she is somehow guilty about that but actually she dun have to as they dun even care her...
Then on Friday i went to sit back at my original place as celin dun want to change alr then i heard them say that y i sit there again?then i shut my ear alr coz alr angry till dun wish to see them dun wish to hear their voice!after that i went to annbel that group again and btw they thought i really wish to see them?seeing them ruin my mood i dun wish to have a angry day coz of them so next time i better kind of shut my eye when they are around.And they start playing with vanessa btw they dun even like her too coz no one to play with them so they play with vanessa...lol
U may think tat i am lost as i have just had 3 friend gone?But to be truth i am in the winning side as now i saw that they are selfish but feel quite stupid of me that now then i know...and i finally found out who is my truth friend not those who only care for themselves and as for shu yan she also kind of hard to practice at school time coz kelly they all dun let her,they want her to stick with them during school time...another one.
And my friendship thing kind of have a patteren it is always when we are parting,i will have a fight with my best firend after that we are back to normal like joelyn chua,she is really my best friend we tell each other everything not like with erica they all and thhe most thing i cannot say to is jasmin e coz she can be angry easily but now it is no longer my problem...and on pri4 last day i kin of fight with them and we were very cold to each other on that day i dunno y but on the first day of school on pri 5 we wait for each other before we go out of school together we talked about how was the day that day and more now we sometimes even chat although it is lesser...Really miss those day during pri 4 the most precious time together with all my friends we was dam close together and girls and boys were not so far apart not like now?when line up in between of us was such a big drain...
Thats all for this entry from this lesson i will for sure open my eyes bigger when choosing friend not a selfish one but a surpportive one!OPEN UR EYES BIG WHEN CHOOSING FRIEND!
Btw this entry is followed by the last entry i have wrote as last time i wrote it during school time when teacher brought us in the com lab and write till there we gtg so only can write till there and nid to do a contiuned one...
When i get home from the practice,hui wen message to tell me something,she said tat at class when i was playing erica call them to see tat i play so happy over there...then shi pei said dun say her name la and then dunno who say kk go die dun join them at nc got talent then dun let hui wen play with them.then when hui wen come and finding us to play jasmine see 瞪 her...Actually jasmine dun even like hui wen but she is the one who let her join-.-Now hui wen some how quit their team or group too but she told me tat she is somehow guilty about that but actually she dun have to as they dun even care her...
Then on Friday i went to sit back at my original place as celin dun want to change alr then i heard them say that y i sit there again?then i shut my ear alr coz alr angry till dun wish to see them dun wish to hear their voice!after that i went to annbel that group again and btw they thought i really wish to see them?seeing them ruin my mood i dun wish to have a angry day coz of them so next time i better kind of shut my eye when they are around.And they start playing with vanessa btw they dun even like her too coz no one to play with them so they play with vanessa...lol
U may think tat i am lost as i have just had 3 friend gone?But to be truth i am in the winning side as now i saw that they are selfish but feel quite stupid of me that now then i know...and i finally found out who is my truth friend not those who only care for themselves and as for shu yan she also kind of hard to practice at school time coz kelly they all dun let her,they want her to stick with them during school time...another one.
And my friendship thing kind of have a patteren it is always when we are parting,i will have a fight with my best firend after that we are back to normal like joelyn chua,she is really my best friend we tell each other everything not like with erica they all and thhe most thing i cannot say to is jasmin e coz she can be angry easily but now it is no longer my problem...and on pri4 last day i kin of fight with them and we were very cold to each other on that day i dunno y but on the first day of school on pri 5 we wait for each other before we go out of school together we talked about how was the day that day and more now we sometimes even chat although it is lesser...Really miss those day during pri 4 the most precious time together with all my friends we was dam close together and girls and boys were not so far apart not like now?when line up in between of us was such a big drain...
Thats all for this entry from this lesson i will for sure open my eyes bigger when choosing friend not a selfish one but a surpportive one!OPEN UR EYES BIG WHEN CHOOSING FRIEND!
Btw this entry is followed by the last entry i have wrote as last time i wrote it during school time when teacher brought us in the com lab and write till there we gtg so only can write till there and nid to do a contiuned one...
Thursday, November 5, 2009
6 Nov 2009
At Wed there was a nc got talent training all tat the trainer wanted us to find a group to do the talent thing then at first i dun know wat group she mean so i asked her then erica they all said to me i tot u is with shu yan they all so i went to join shu yan all tat loh.Then i joined shu yan they all loh then after some time erica came and asked me why i left them aside and join other group?it like so lol loh they said that i was in that group and then say i left them aside...and btw i love dancing a lot so i wish to be with those who love dancing too,so i can some how learn more thing about dance and they dont even want to do any time they wont even dare to go on stage to perform...And go up the stage to perform is my dream somehow...And they said in 1 min time we will not care u anymore then i was like so be it i was not the one who is wrong.They want me to sit with them and say nothing about the talent show time and just fool around?That wat they want me to do?And yesterday our group stay back in school to practice our dance it was so fun!
Yesterday i dun care them i didnt talk to them not even one word...i change place with celin coz i dun wish to see them when i saw them it just make me feel so angry,so i went to sit with annbel that group...we played together merrily...When i get home from the practice,hui wen message to tell me something...later tell ur more ...
Btw next entry will be contiuned...
At Wed there was a nc got talent training all tat the trainer wanted us to find a group to do the talent thing then at first i dun know wat group she mean so i asked her then erica they all said to me i tot u is with shu yan they all so i went to join shu yan all tat loh.Then i joined shu yan they all loh then after some time erica came and asked me why i left them aside and join other group?it like so lol loh they said that i was in that group and then say i left them aside...and btw i love dancing a lot so i wish to be with those who love dancing too,so i can some how learn more thing about dance and they dont even want to do any time they wont even dare to go on stage to perform...And go up the stage to perform is my dream somehow...And they said in 1 min time we will not care u anymore then i was like so be it i was not the one who is wrong.They want me to sit with them and say nothing about the talent show time and just fool around?That wat they want me to do?And yesterday our group stay back in school to practice our dance it was so fun!
Yesterday i dun care them i didnt talk to them not even one word...i change place with celin coz i dun wish to see them when i saw them it just make me feel so angry,so i went to sit with annbel that group...we played together merrily...When i get home from the practice,hui wen message to tell me something...later tell ur more ...
Btw next entry will be contiuned...
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