19 Nov 2009

Just went around to see other's blog and saw all the things tat shi pei and jas write and feel they are kinda sad or angry watever about wat i said but did i even scolded them?i just saying ks?and i did cried at home,do i ever had to say it out to let them know tat i treasure the friendship?i put 100% to all my friendship a and 100% for sure to my best friend and btw friends always come infront of my family its tat serious and they said they plan to be friendly to me?and btw this friendship is also the same as all my previous friend...and btw i just cant feel it or maybe yes?from erica and shi pei? but not really from jas?i dunno but nevermind maybe a friend is better then best friend...the words i said might hurt u but did ur ever think about it that ur have hurt me first and a deep one.For my best friend i can be super good to them but if we had a fight or so ever it will be a fierce one for me but it do hurts alot so bear it in mind that it not only u guys who have got hurt but me too and i didnt scold ur i just said my feeling,a feeling deep down me...and btw the passerby or so ever who didnt get the problem right dun u dare to scold me...have the problem right first and then u want to scold so be it but if u dun even know us u will never get it right.After seeing the post all around how i wish i can rewind it,its better not to see...Hw i wish there is a ocean right infront of me right now for me to shouts out all my sorrows and get rid of the pain in me and let me forget everything i mean everything!and btw if we went back to become best friend again we would not be so close again not like before...
Btw at tat time i really nid ur surport but to no avail in return only got back word tat hurts alot and never had it in my life...