8 Nov 2009

When i get home from the practice,hui wen message to tell me something,she said tat at class when i was playing erica call them to see tat i play so happy over there...then shi pei said dun say her name la and then dunno who say kk go die dun join them at nc got talent then dun let hui wen play with them.then when hui wen come and finding us to play jasmine see 瞪 her...Actually jasmine dun even like hui wen but she is the one who let her join-.-Now hui wen some how quit their team or group too but she told me tat she is somehow guilty about that but actually she dun have to as they dun even care her...

Then on Friday i went to sit back at my original place as celin dun want to change alr then i heard them say that y i sit there again?then i shut my ear alr coz alr angry till dun wish to see them dun wish to hear their voice!after that i went to annbel that group again and btw they thought i really wish to see them?seeing them ruin my mood i dun wish to have a angry day coz of them so next time i better kind of shut my eye when they are around.And they start playing with vanessa btw they dun even like her too coz no one to play with them so they play with vanessa...lol

U may think tat i am lost as i have just had 3 friend gone?But to be truth i am in the winning side as now i saw that they are selfish but feel quite stupid of me that now then i know...and i finally found out who is my truth friend not those who only care for themselves and as for shu yan she also kind of hard to practice at school time coz kelly they all dun let her,they want her to stick with them during school time...another one.

And my friendship thing kind of have a patteren it is always when we are parting,i will have a fight with my best firend after that we are back to normal like joelyn chua,she is really my best friend we tell each other everything not like with erica they all and thhe most thing i cannot say to is jasmin e coz she can be angry easily but now it is no longer my problem...and on pri4 last day i kin of fight with them and we were very cold to each other on that day i dunno y but on the first day of school on pri 5 we wait for each other before we go out of school together we talked about how was the day that day and more now we sometimes even chat although it is lesser...Really miss those day during pri 4 the most precious time together with all my friends we was dam close together and girls and boys were not so far apart not like now?when line up in between of us was such a big drain...

Thats all for this entry from this lesson i will for sure open my eyes bigger when choosing friend not a selfish one but a surpportive one!OPEN UR EYES BIG WHEN CHOOSING FRIEND!

Btw this entry is followed by the last entry i have wrote as last time i wrote it during school time when teacher brought us in the com lab and write till there we gtg so only can write till there and nid to do a contiuned one...